What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination will affect everything. It will decide what will get you out of bed in the mornings, what you will do with your evenings, how you spend your weekends, what you read, who you know, what breaks your heart, and what amazes you with joy and gratitude. Fall in love, stay in love, and it will decide everything.
I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey, I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi, I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble.
I am hurting so much right now. I feel like I won’t be able to get through things. I won’t able to keep wondering. I feel like my mind will always wander.
God, please, please, please give me a sign of some hope. I don’t think I can do this anymore.